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hey andrew made everything faster. go andrew!! tonight i went to cirque de soliel. it was AMAZING!!! i was like a little kid sitting there in total awe, with my jaw wide open, eyes glazed over. beautiful. but it kinda made me sad, seeing all those little foreign kids doin all these acrobatics. like...they prolly miss their parents..i dunno, it was kinda sweatshopp-y. today i got the car. whoohoo. yeh we really took advantage of it (Sarcasm, sarcasm). first of all eileen came home sooo much later than expected (She was at the israeli counsel in the city to plead insanity or sumthin so she wont have to be a soldier in the army next yr). and i had to be back by like 5 for the circus so we couldnt go anywhere. we went to americana then went to colbeh to eat. overpriced crap..no rice either, cuz of passover. but yeh tonight made up for it. hopefully ill get the car tomorow too. but really....livin here in the boondocks theres really nuthin to do. i need me a man, to look forward to seeing. yeaaah. i was thinkin tonight how amazing a guy my uncle is. i really cant think of ANYONE as caring, generous, and thoughtful as him. he is like a frikkin superhero. and hes so much fun. his kids r lucky to have such a cool dad, haha. im gonna make sure to ingrain that into their little heads when they get a lil older. im takin talia to see "Spy kids" on friday. shes gonna be so happy, i cant wait to see that adorable smile on her face. eileens gonna bring her little sister yvette. i think this is a definate sign of loserdom. taking yr 6 yr old cousin to the movies. eh. fuck it. loserdom is fun. f.y.i- i am the ONLY lonely person left in this world. everywhere i look, theres happy couples. i think im destined to be alone forever. its sad. i was thinkin bout **** tonight. alot. gnite.

2001-04-12
12:37 a.m.

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