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ay yo. so uh....long talk with ++++. she's upset bc shes been feeling neglected, and that ////// treats her like crap, bc she's trying to gain my acceptence and she doesnt care what ++++ thinks of her anymore. when she told me this i felt like turd. i gave her this big hug but i felt like i shouldnt be touching her since im being such a bad goddamn friend. the thing is, i had no idea that this was going on. i mean i realized she was upset, but never couldve fathomed that THIS was why. now i dont know what to do. everything with ++++ and me is ok now. we talked about everything, i apologized very sincerely, and i have been very attentive to her. thing is...her and ////// arent even speaking. theyre both to stubbborn to break down and say how theyre feeling, which leaves me in between two of my best friends. i tried a "u guys make up or i swear ill crash this car right now", but it didnt help. they both just laughed at me, seperately. sigh. enuf about that. -since ive passed my road test, im driving all the time. its such an amazing feeling of freedom. just uh, need my own car. and me and pops had a little talkie last night. which is very uncommon lately. my whole family situation right now is screwy. . -i have SAT's tommorow. me, being the idiot procrastinator that i am, havent even cracked open a book yet. basically im screwing mysef over. - i have more to say, but i uh..wont. ciao! |
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