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confusedjaz
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things change so fuckin quickly. not always for the best. but sumtimes- i hung out with *charlie*. nice nice nice. it was like, so cute. which i miss. i miss the innocent stuff. and so we're into eachother, and hes quite the eager beaver, but im not making the same mistakes ive made before. i will wait this one out, see if its really meant to turn into a relationship, which i dont know, seeing as though he's leavin in sept. for school. but who knows......which brings me back to things changing- i was supposed to work in a law firm in the city this summer. the key word here is "supposed". apparently, the dude who was supposed to be my boss decided that he only wanted me for 4 hours a day, and that just doesnt pay. so i fell back on the camp i worked in last year. im going in on sunday to sign my contract. theres pros and cons. pros- seein *charlie* every day (he werx there), seein all the chillin ppl from last summer, the kiddos, the exercise ill be gettin, and the tan as well. cons- barely there salary, some annoying/jappy ppl, seeing *charlie* everyday (it will prolly get on my nerves). SO yeh, there you go. the car situation is annoying. i honestly need a car. and my dad is being mad lazy about this all. ill take anything. i need transportation to school, work, etc. blah. i hate how all these japs in school get new luxury cars in their driveways on their birthdays. what the hell. i get like, a hug. ugh. money cant buy happiness but it can buy comfort and usually makes life easier. anyways theres more to say, but why? *all of my life, ive been in hiding, wishing there was someone just like you. now that you're here, now that i've found you, i know you'll be the one to pull me through*
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