newest older profile notes guestbook rings email host design	im shivering. i want *wes*. for *wes* id give up anything. but *wes* is oblivious. if not oblivious, then uninterested. its like he forgot about all those times we spoke for hours, and the times when he told me noone understood him like i do. and how he said he felt so complete with his arms around me. FUCK!!!!!!!! its torture. puuure torture. in fact, its bc of him that i cant be with *charlie*. *charlie* is perfect for me, sweet, caring, normal, etc. everything i always wanted and never got. i always ended up with the stoner quiet aggressive types. and now that i have *charlie*, all i can think of is *wes*. me and my friends hung out with *charlie* and his crew a bunch of times lately. i love em, u know, theyre awesome ppl. but theres sumthin holdin me back from givin myself to him. sumthin=wes. writin bout this isnt helpin me. its frustratin me even more. sidenote: was in a car accident on monday. ++++ was drivin. everyones ok and ++++ feels bad but she shouldnt cuz it was just a mistake. cars totaled tho later.	2001-05-28 12:29 a.m.
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