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life is slowly but surely goin back to normal. im still hella paranoid though, lookin over my shoulder a lot, jumping when i hear a loud noise, but i guess thats normal. as normal as normal gets. me and >>>>> are on a break. my decision. he was getting too analytical about the relationship. i dont want that. i want a go-with-the-flow type of thing, because, yeah,im 17, i will encounter a lot of relationships in my life before i get married, i dont need someone to be stressing me about little things like that. i have married life for that, haha. we were talking the other day..about how when a chick gets married, thats when her life gets good, she gets to depend on her husbands money, have little babies, blah blah blah. but a man, face it, thats when his life is oveeeer. he now has people to support, so he'll be working extra hard, plus he has to face the fact that he'll be having sex with the same woman for the rest of his life. i know this sounds soooo extremely sexist. i know a lot of women support their families. i know a lot of men LOVE being married, and i know a lot of women cheat. this was just MY OPINION. i dunno. maybe its just an immature way of looking at marriage, which would make me immature...and u know wut, im not denying it. bc it may be true. but thats ok. bc i will mature, and everything will fall into place. theeeee end. oh wait speakin of the end, ....... had this hella scary away messege before. it said "this is the end". it freaked me out big time, bc, um, he's majorly suicidal. whoa. bye. |
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