newest older profile notes guestbook rings email host design	i wish i had magic powers. life would be so incredibly interesting. new years was great, really. i couldnt drink for 2 reasons- 1) bc me and ---- made a deal, i will stop drinkin if he stops smoking, and eventho it doesnt start till february, theres no time like the presant. 2) i drove. so first we went to this girls house, and it was cool bc there were some ppl from school there, actually most everyone was from school, and i was hanging out with jason a lot, he was kinda sick, from his 16 or 17 beers. then he felt better and started playin the piano while adam played the guitar and harry sang and i waved my hands and we were one big happy chorus. we all watched on the big screen TV as the ball dropped, and i was just holdin on to all my friends and i was thinking...i never want to let them go. or let these moments go. bc i KNOW, next year everything will be different. but enuf about that. anyway, around 1:30, we all decided to come back to great neck and go to my cousins party. we walked in and it was crazy. the entire house was one big cloud of smoke and there was a hookah being passed around. in the kitchen, i saw literally about 30 different kinds of alcoholic beverages, and then in the living room there was anywhere between 50-100 people dancing and grinding and making babies. so i grabbed a friend and danced too. what else? haha. but yeah. no drinking or smoking for me last night, despite the temptations. eventually, around 4 o clock, i came home, and got online and ---- was on. and we talked and i said things ive been wanting to say all year and i laughed and cried and......it was wow. yeah thats right, wow is an adjective. i need a job. i need a job. i need a motherfuckin job. $$$$. i need cash to spend in the bahamas. and beyond. ok...if anyone has a livejournal account and can help me get on, i will love you forever- IMessWithHeads@aol.com thanks!	2002-01-01 8:52 p.m.
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