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The ad on the top of my page has rudy huxtable from the cosby show in it. haha. thats funny. today i woke up at 2 pm, and so far all ive done is eat and talk to friends so i will tell you about yesterday. after school, at 12:45, me, jessica w., jessica h., mikey warshaw, and dave maza picked up and went to the beach. thank god we did it, b/c it was the last day of nice weather for a while. (well at least according to AOL weather, which is always wrong). the second we get there, jessica w. goes up to this random good looking guy and starts talking to him, while we are still walking to the beach. anyway she gets his number in about 2.4 seconds, and the guys were sayin how they dont think theyve ever gotten any random person's numbers before. i have, but i dont think i ever called. anyway, we found a nice spot to sit, and there just happened to be like a million gorgous guys sitting around us, which was great. they were all doing beach-y stuff, like playing frisbee, volleyball, and football. with their goddamn gorgous girlfriends. hmph. dave took out his lighter and we started lighting random things on fire. then i said like, the stupidest thing, of all time. i was like, "be careful not to light the sand on fire". they were all like, um jaz, sand puts OUT fire. haha. im so dumb. thats like sayin, dont light the water on fire. err! after a few hours it started getting a little chilly so we took our stuff and left. then daniel came to pick up dave, cuz dave was goin to his house for the weekend. he jumped out of his car and gave me the bigggggest hug ever, bc i havent seen him in months and we missed eachother. i love that boy he is like a brother to me. we left, came home. and last night nothing really important happened. we had my parents friends over, and their kids, and the girls were all snobby bitches. which is the norm in my neighborhood, so i cant really complain. i just want a goddamn boy to be like....yeah he makes me happy, he makes my day, we talk on the fone at 3 a.m and i go to bed with a smile on my face. ive had that, in the past, a lot, and just appreciate it like i shouldve. hopefully, stuff will change this summer, and in college. and im pretty much thru with guys who are in love with drugs. they dont have any room left in their hearts to love anything else. ive had bad experiences. dont need another one. so we'll see what happens. goodbyeeee |
2002-04-19 |
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